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My LIfe ...
Aug. 24th, 2006
08:20 pm - one more update!
so today angie came over, for a little while, we played ping-pong, it was sweet! ... and then, for the last five minutes of her being at my house, alex came over too ... angie was over for three hours, alex was over for 15 minutes! lol, we played one game of ping-pong and then he had to go, i'm not even really sure as to why he even came over! but hey, whatever, i got to play ping-pong against him ... he beet me ... it was really close 20-22, he barely won! but he's taking it for more than what it's worth, he keeps rubbing it in my face that he won! i told him that i want a rematch, he said no, never, so i asked him "so you're saying that we're never gunna play again ... ever?" "never ever!" and then a little while later he talks about playing again over at Larry's house! lol ... but yeah, he had to go right away, he actually headed up right after we finished the game, he headed back out to his car, i saw him go up the stairs and he was calling someone, again ... he had gotten a phone call before, so i figured that he was just calling the person back ... yeah, so i went upstairs, then i remembered that i forgot my phone downstairs, so i go back down, and it's ringing! he called me! lol, he's rubbing it in my face ... kinda ... it's alright, it was fun! and i know we'll play again! ... oh, and when we went into the living room, angie and i, to open the door for alex, he walked in and i said, "alex angie, angie alex ... alright, now that that's over ... ping-pong?" they just kinda looked at eachother, alex went downstairs and i went to my room to grab my paddle and angie met me in the hallway, "oh ... so THAT'S alex!" i laughed at her "yeah, that's him" lol, it was funny! ... and yeah, it was pretty sweet! ... good times
pretty pumped11:37 am - wow, a lot of ketching up to do!
alright, since june 18th, a lot has happened! ... here's some of it ...
6/20: Alex and i went to go meet with the priest at my church, not to get married or anything, lol, that's what a lot of people think when i say that, we went to go "discuss" the catholic church ... yeah, didn't work out so well, Alex and the priest just kinda faught for a little while, i just kinda sat there and listened to both sides, oh well ... but yeah, i had just gotten outta my shower that morning and he called me up, he asked me if he could pick me up a little early, i asked him how early? he said, well i'm not doing anything now ... lol, i was like, um, okay ... that night he called me up, he said that now, since i've met with a priest, i should be able to go and meet with Larry (one of the laymen over at his church) and talk about the baptist and catholic faith, Larry used to be catholic, so he knows a lot about it ... so yeah
6/21: we were just kinda goofing off on the phone, he called me up when he was done shooting trap, he was really excited! he had gotten 20 outta 25 ... he wanted me to guess, he told me to guess how he did at trap, i was like "out of 25 right?" "yeah" "hmm ... i'm gunna guess ... 20" "ohh, you got it ..." ... lol, it was cute ... i'm not exactly sure how we got on the topic, but he started talking about some kind of router ... for a computer, i think? i'm not too sure, lol. but he told me to write a paper on, i was like, umm, okay, sure, why not ... so yeah, i wrote the paper, it was two pages, double spaced and i think about a sentence was actually about a router, i went off onto something else, i think what i was gunna do that day, or the next day, or something ... and that sentence was pretty much telling him that i know absolutely nothing about routers! lol ...
june 23rd-25th i was at a catholic retreat down in menasha, sometimes it was really bad, like i really wanted to say something (when they were talking about catholicism) but some of the things that we did were ok (when they were regarding christianity) ... oh well, it's over now ... that was also the longest weekend of my life! on friday i just wanted to go back home! it was torture being there!
06/25: he called me up after the evening service, he asked me if i was home yet, honestly i was kinda surprised that he even remembered that i was gone! then he told me what he was going to do that night (go over to someone from his church's house and hang out) ... he always tells me ... and then he says that if he's not home too late he'll call me when he gets home.
my birthday:
it wasn't too great or special of a birthday this year ... at least the day itself was pretty lame, i went and saw iceage 2: the meltdown with my family! ... yeah, that's all i did! lol ...
as many of you, not all, know, Alex's birthday is july 4th, the day after mine! ... so on july 4th, i went shopping at the exculsive company and i saw sponge bob squarepants, the movie! so i had to get it for him, i just had to when i saw it! ... i called him up and i asked him if he would care if i would wrap it like i do, or if i should wrap it like a normal person would wrap it, he said i could wrap it however i wanted, i was gunna tell him how big of a mistake that just was, but i decided to leave him a surpise with that instead! so i wrapped it, with paper, and then two layers of tape, and then more paper and then two more layers of tape, and then with paper! : ) i saw him the next day, i went with him to his youth group, i knew i was gunna be seeing him, so after the youth group meeting we went out to his car, i gave him his gift, it was so sweet! it took him 10 minutes to open it! : ) lol, he took the top layer of paper off just fine, and then went for the second one, and he was like "oh, you did layers! .... oh, you taped it!" "couldn't make it too easy for you!" lol, while he was busy doing that, i called my mom to see if i could go and hang out with the people from his youth group, so over to someone's house and shoot off fireworks, she said i could ... and yeah, he took a while to get that layer off ... when he did though, he ran to the back of his jeep and opened the back and grabbed a wire cutters, he had to use a wire cutters in order to get it open! lol, it was so funny! it literally took him 10 minutes, i timed it! ... it's my new record : ) ... as he was opening it he said "i'm gunna get you back on your birthday ... when is your birthday?" "last monday" "WHAT!??! why didn't you say something!??!" "because i didn't think it was a big deal" he like yelled at me for not telling him, lol, he said he was gunna get me something, i didn't think he was serious, like actually going to, though, ya know, i figured he was just saying that because he felt bad and he was in the long process of opening the one i had gotten him, oh well ... then the next day, i called him, he was eatting dinner so he said he'd call me back (that would be thursday), he called me like 20 minutes later, he said he was on his on 57 and on his way to my house to drop off my birthday gift. first of all i was surprised to hear that he was on his way over, and i was also surprised that he had actually gotten me something! ... i asked him "whow, you're gunna drop it off now?" "well yeah, i'm leaving right after work tomorrow and all weekend i'm up north..." "oh, alright" so we were talking while he's driving to my house, after a little while he's like "alright, i'm driving down towards your house, i'm coming down your road, i'm almost in your drive way, i'm turning into you're drive way, i'm in you're drive way, i'm pulling up in front of your house, i'm sitting outside you're house, come out here!" "alright, i'm on my way out" lol, when i got outside he was turned around getting something outta the backseat, he turned back around, he was putting a bow on it, lol. he was like "geez, they didn't even put a bow on it!" he handed it out his window, i told him thanks, he just smiled at me. i started to turn back towards my house and he starts calling someone ... i was like 'okay, you didn't have to bring it here, i told you you didn't even have to get me one, you could have at least waited til i was gone before you call someone, i didn't know it'd be that big of an inconvience' ya know, i thought it was kinda rude! before i actually started walking to my house, when i first saw him dial, i know he saw me looking at him, he looked at me, smiled and waved ... i didn't think much of that, just that he was calling someone ... so yeah, i went back into my house, and as i closed the door behind me my phone started ringing, i knew the ring tone, i didn't even have to open it up to see who it was, i just started laughing right there ... it was him ... he had called me, that's why he was smiling! lol, i felt really stupid that i had thought otherwise! but yeah, when i picked up the phone i said hi as i was laughing, and he just continued like someone had dropped the call, he was like "hi, so as i was saying..." lol, i just laughed at him ... it was cool, so i went back to my room, and as we were talking, i unwrapped it, when it was kinda silent on the phone, i said "hey ... it's leather!" "what? oh yeah. yeah, ya know, it was the last one, and i was gunna get it for myself, but i decided to get it for you instead!" he had gotten me a Bible, it's a really really nice one! ... oh, and even the wrapping paper was sweet, lol, it said 'I thank God every time I think of you' ... so yeah, it turned out to be a pretty sweet birthday after all, lol ... just days later!
07/09: he invited me to go with him to someone's birthday party of his church, we were in de pere, but then we ended up going out to Hobart, lol, we got lost going out there! there's only two ways to get to Hobart! 29 and 41! lol and somehow, we just couldn't get there! instead of it being a 15 minute drive, it turned out to be a 40 minute "adventure" lol. we played takle football there, it was sweet! i made a touchdown, the only ball thrown to me i run in for a touchdown!
7/16: i went to his baptism! it was so cool!!!!!! and then afterwards we went to Larry's house ... he told me a few days ago about 'pulling the mac' ... when i was talking to him he said "alright, well i gotta go pull the mac" and he hung up before i could ask him what that meant, i was like "okay?" a few minutes later he called me he was like "i am not pulling the mac, i am not doing that!! alright! ... i just wanted you to know that" and he was gone again ... i was really confused, i've never heard of that before ... so when i saw him "today" i asked him what it meant, we were at a red light, and he looked out the window of the driver's side door and he said "it means hitting on someone" he wouldn't look at me when he said it ... and yeah, i have no idea where they came up with it, but yeah, i guess that's what it means ... and he made sure that i knew he wasn't doing that, not really sure why, but hey, whatever!
7/21: i cracked under the pressure! kevin and i had a little chat, that didn't go so well, and then i was talking to some people online and they kept saying that i should ask alex out ... again. and yeah, i just needed a break, so i went for a walk ... when i was at optimist park, swinging on the swings alex called me and said he was coming over, and he was bringing anna,we were all gunna hang out! i was like sweet! that made me feel better! : ) ... so yeah, we hung out, it was really fun, i felt a lot better!
7/30: we went over to someone's house, hung out ... they were friends of Alex's, didn't really know me that well, lol, so a few of them asked me what my name was, lol, they guy, who's house we were at, asked me, i told him "kim" "kim?!" "yeah" he mumbled something and was kinda laughing to himself, i caught most of it, i caught "...ing the mac" i asked him "what?" he looked at me surprised, like i wasn't suppose to hear anything, and kinda like he was busted, but he said "oh, nothing" and walked away ... so yeah
8/17: after the last day of band camp, on the ride home he said that Larry had called him up and asked him if we could go bolwing with him, we went, we ended up going to Ashwabenon Lanes, we bolwed two games, it was really fun! then we went to Howard and went to Larry's house, we had some watermelon, talked and then Alex asked about ping-pong, so we went into their basment and played ping-pong, it was so much fun! it got pretty intense too at some points! ... oh the ride back home though, haha, i asked him to moo for me again ... alright, there's a story that goes with this! i was telling him a story that happened at work, how a trailor of cows went through the drive thru at mcdonald's (which is kinda ironic ... since we sell hamburgers), and yeah, alex just kinda took it and went with it, he said "yeah, hey besy, this is where you're gunna be in a few weeks ... moooooo ..." lol, it was sooooo funny, and it was a really good moo too, i was on my floor rolling around laughing at him, he kinda paused, and he's like "are you okay? ... you're like dying of laughter over there ... stop making fun of me!" "i'm sorry, but i can't believe you actually mooed!" "what? you gotta add the sound affects to make the story more interesting!" ... so yeah, oh the ride home i asked him if he could moo for me again, he started laughing "that is the weirdest question anyone has ever asked me!" lol "come on please! you made my day when you did that! ... come on" "no, i'm only gunna do that once, and you already heard the one time" "fine ... can you do a different barn-yard animal?" "no ... no more animals, go to a barn if you want the real thing ..."
yeah ... that's about it ... all the exciting things anyway ... well, wait, back on the 6th (of august), i was at bay beach, and it was my gma's birthday, so i called her up, and i was with a bunch of people (we had that "reunion" from the catholic retreat) and i called her up, wished her a happy birthday, and as we're walking through the park i held my phone above my head, put it on speaker and all the other 14 people sang happy birthday to her at the top of their lungs, it was so great! everyone in the park was looking at us! ... and then later on i ran up to the train tracks and i gave everyone hi 5's that was on the train, i did that twice ... when i was on the train i threw my arms up in the air and screamed at the top of my lungs like it was a rollar coaster ... just making it more fun! ... then at work, there was a little girl, she was turning one, that had her party at mcdonald's, i dragged anjali with me and we sang happy birthday to her, she was so cute! then i did the chicken dance! numerous times! ... countless really! with a bunch of different people ... i got a group of four doing it once, that was the best! ... i did the macerena a few times ... yeah, it's really fun at mcdonald's! ... alright, i'm done now!
crazyJun. 18th, 2006
08:03 pm - alright, update for 2 days
saturday- i called up Alex around 2:30 and i asked him if he wanted to come to church with me and my family, he said sure ... around 3 i ask my mom if it'd be okay if Alex would come with us to church, she said sure! so yeah ... i ended up riding with him there, following my parents and my brother, he sat through it, i could tell he had something to say though the whole time, it was just bugging him so bad, he said later on that he wanted to raise his hand and ask the preist something in the middle of the service but he thought maybe he shouldn't, lol, which was a good idea (not to). ahh, afterwards kevin asked me, in front of alex, if i was gunna invite him over for pizza ... i was like 'we're having pizza?!!?' turned to alex 'you want some pizza?' he kinda smiled at it, laughing at me 'sure' so we talked to the preist while my parents and brother left, when we were walking out of the church i saw my parents pulling away, they were just leaving. we talked the whole ride back to my house, when we got to my house, he wanted to see my dog, so i showed him to her and pointed her out and stuff, he found his way into the house before i got there, he walked in and was taking off his shoes when i got in, my mom must have asked where i was because when i came in i heard him saying 'oh she's out playing with the dog' i closed the door 'i see you found your way in' he looked back at me, 'yeah' and he smiled. we all sat in the kitchen and talked for a few minutes, then he took on a ping-pong game against my brother ... wow! ... that's all i can say about that, is just wow! that was so ... interesting ... it was hilarious, i was laughing the whole time, alex was telling different stories, funny! and wow, then at one point they started playing for blood! lol, they were just hitting them at eachother and wasn't even thinking about the table! lol ... and then yeah, pizza came so we ran back upstairs ... after we were done eatting alex and i played kevin (step dad) and kyle (brother) in a game of bochy ball ... yeah, we got our asses handed to us! we lost 7-21! (normal games are like 15-21 or something like that), but later on that night, when we talked on the phone, he said that we'll get better, we're gunna be the donimant team! but yeah, after that one game, we all sat down on the deck and then alex decided to head home, so he left. i asked my mom if she liked him, she said yeah, he's a good kid! so yeah ... my brother thinks he's weird but yet cool ... i agree, he's a really cool person, but he is also very very very weird at the same time! like no one else ... definitely one of a kind! so yeah, later on, around 9:30 i called him, we talked until 12:30 ... 3 hours! longest yet! oh, and he dropped the call 3 times, too. lol ... but yeah it was pretty cool, i was excited, never talked that late on the phone before! lol
today ... sunday- this morning i went into work for hillary, her mom had to pick her up an hour early, still not sure why, and she needed someone to take her last hour, she called me up, i said sure, so i worked from 2 till 3! i missed alex's call, he left me a voicemail, he was asking me if i could go to church with him tonight, so i asked my mom, she said 'sure' then i called him up, and he dropped the call! a little while later he called me 'wow, i dropped the call even before it started!' 'yeah ... i can go with you to church tonight ...' so yeah, i went with him to church, the sermon was so much better than the one on saturday, i got so much more outta it! it was insane ... but yeah ... here we are, that was my weekend!
Jun. 16th, 2006
09:34 pm - and this week
monday- ahh, not too much happened! in the middle of the day, Alex left work and dropped off some movies for me, they were good!
tuesday- not too much happened then either, just kinda sat around all day, eventually i talked to him on the phone ... i had my first soccer game, that was alright, we tied 1-1
wednesday- i worked ... then talked to him on the phone and stuff. then my dad picked me up, it was alright and then later on that night we talked some more (2 and 3/4 hours)
thursday- i worked ... we talked, i had a soccer game in howard-suamico, we lost 0-1, but it was alright, we put up a fight, the other team was expecting to walk all over us, they were furious at the end of the game when they only won by one and because we put up a fight, lol, it was kinda funny ... then i went to my brother's soccer game, they won, don't know what the score was though, we got there half way through it, and then we talked some more, of course. an hour and a half later, after talking, he dropped the call, now it's like quarter after 11 at night, my family is all alseep, normally after he drops the call, no matter what else there is to say, he calls back, usually my home phone ... so when he dropped the call last night i ran to my home phone ready to pick it up right away so i wouldn't wake my family ... yeah, never rang, my phone was on silent, i switched it to vibrate, so i turn off all the lights so now it's pitch black, alright ... and yeah, then my phone vibrates, scared the crap outta me! lol, and yeah, it was a voice mail, i wasn't really thinking, clearly, and i thought 'who would be calling me at this hour?' so i listened to it right away ... it was Alex, he told me that he dropped the call, he said he hoped i have a good night and that he'd call me tomorrow! how sweet is that!??! so yeah
friday- i worked ... again! ... so he called me around quarter after 5, he got to my house around 5:30 ... my family wanted to meet him, they said they were beginning to think he wasn't even real! so i called him up, around 20 after 5 and told him that there was a twist, my family wanted to meet him, he was like 'alright ...' when he got there, he came to the front door, i opened up the door and i told him you know 'come on in' and he followed me to our family room, where my family had gathered together, kevin was on the computer, my brother was stading over by the tv and my mom was standing a few feet from the door way, Alex goes and stands in the doorway and shakes everyone's hand, even my brother's! then they talked for a little while, apparently i was red! lol, they were all picking on me when i got back home! lol ... yeah, we headed out prolly 20 minutes to 6 ... we were both hungry, neither one of us had eatten. so he took me to schlozsky's(?) deli again, he got the same thing, i was really in the mood for pizza though, so i got one! it was pretty good! when we walked in i told him 'i have money this time' he said 'aww, that's too bad' then he ordered, the person said 'will that be all?' and then he turned to me 'and her'then i gave my order, she rang it up and as we were waiting i turned to Alex and said 'fine be that way' he just smiled. ... then from there we went to barnes and noble and made fun of some of the books there, lol, it was actually pretty fun! then we went to best buy, he bought the third season of sponge bob squarepants and told me that i had to watch at least one with him, then after that we went to the light house, looked around there for a little while, it was already 8:30, definitely didn't seem that late! or that long! so we drove to his office, he was gunna give me some envelopes, i followed him in, i wanted to see where he spent a lot of his time, it was really fancy in there, i was surprised! lol, he turning on some of the lights, he showed me around in there, pretty cool, oh and when we were at the lighthouse, we were talking about sponge bob and he asked me if i saw any, i told him 'i've sat through i think one' 'well, you gotta come over and your gunna get hooked too when you watch 'em' ... so tomorrow i'm invited to his house or back to his office to watch sponge bob squarepants ... at his house we'd watch it on tv, at his office we'd watch it on a progector! so yeah ... i'll have to call him tomorrow afternoon and see what's goin' on about that ... by my family's standards, that was our second date! ... but i don't know, it was a lot of fun! i'm not gunna lie, it was a bunch of fun! even more fun then on sunday! ... but two "dates" within one week ... pretty sweet if you ask me, and i think he must have had fun, he's talking about hanging out again ... tomorrow!
estatic! : )Jun. 11th, 2006
12:33 pm - my week
monday- not much happened, nothing worth reporting
tuesday- my mom said that i could go with Alex to church next weekend!
wednesday- he drove me home after finals, i had to bring my bari and my tenor home, when we walked out of the band room and into the band hallway, he looked at my bari, then at my tenor, then at him alto and said 'this isn't right' and then he handed me his alto and took my bari! he even took it out of the back of his jeep at my house and brought it into my garage for me!
thursday- he took me shopping so i could get kevin (my step dad) something for his birthday! we were gunna go out for lunch, but neither one of us were hungry. (shopping was fun, when i was at the check out, the check out person was checking out Alex, i laughed at her ... she was wearing a tight fairly low cut shirt, so i knew Alex wouldn't give her the time of day! lol, and when i got my change from her i turned around, to face Alex, and he asked me if i was ready to go ... i wanted to see the look on her face so bad, she knew that i saw her checking him out! lol) when i got home i wrapped kevin's gift and later on went to work, and than my final soccer practice ... before games start. he told me he'd pick me up on suday around 8:30.
friday- i stayed home all day, my brother was sick, so i couldn't really do much.
saturday- i stayed home for the morning, and then went to work ... but that was it. he told me again that he would pick me up at 8:30.
sunday- today ... the best day all week! : ) this morning, the phone rang around 10 after 8, he called and told me he'd come pick me up in 20 minutes! lol. i was like 'alright! i get it, you'll be here at 8:30!' but i didn't say anything, i just said 'alright, see ya then' we got to the church 20 minutes early! lol, it was a 10 minute drive, we needed to be there at 9! he introduced me to a few people, showed me around the church a little, then we went back into the room and we sat there and waited for the meeting to start. when the meeting was done, i followed him upstairs and back into the room where the service was going to take place. i liked their service more, not because it was livelier or more cheery, but because they didn't just do one reading and then talk about that one part of the bible for 15 minutes! they pulled out a few from different places that were all relivent to one thing, i liked how they talked more about the bible than the whole traditional thing. then afterwards, Alex had to talk to two people about his baptism and i got to sit in on that, that was cool. one of the guys asked for my name, i told him three times 'kim' when the second guy walked in, he's introducing us and he's like 'oh, alex and becky are here...' i was like becky?!!? what? 'it's kim!' 'kim?' 'yeah' and then the other one said 'oh, you better change that' because he wrote it down, and then the other guy took out his pen and crossed something off and then scribbled something else down, i'm guessing crossing off becky and putting kim! lol. i told Alex about how i got stabbed at work with ice cubes, he laughed at me and then told me i should sew them! lol, too dangerous of a working enviornment. then after his little baptism meeting, he took me out for lunch! his idea, we're walking out of church and he asked me 'are you hungry?' 'i don't have any money with me.' 'that's alright.' 'alright, then yeah, kinda.' 'have you ever been to (i don't feel like getting the napkin from my room to spell the name right) Schwansky's(?) Deli?' 'nope' 'you wanna go there' 'sure' and so we left for ... the deli! we're driving like all over town here now, his church is over by lambou(?) field, and the deli was way over by the dmv. lol, then he took me home. oh, back at the deli, i had to go to the bathroom, so i told him 'i have to run to the bathroom, i'll be right back' 'alright' so i go, alright, ya, there ya go ... no i'm just kidding, but yeah, so i went to the bathroom (no story on that), when i got back, my food is sitting there for me, they must have called our number and he had gone up to get it. so i come back and sit down 'thank you' then he jumps up quick and gets some napkins. he brought one for him, and then he throws a stack of like 6 or 7 down infront of me 'how many do you think i'll need?!' 'well, whatever ones you don't want i'll have' and with that, we ate! we're talking and stuff while we're eatting, and when he's half way down with his sub (they cut them in half), he told me that if i wanted to, i could have the other half of his sub and he would eat the other half of my sub. i said 'sure, fine' and then we swapted subs, lol. i still had my pickle with my sub, he had already eatten his, so i reached over 'i do want my pickle though' and he laughed as he watched me reach across the table for it. lol. out of the 6 or 7 napkins that he gives me, i use one! he finished off the other half of what would have been my sub, and i just finish up the first half of my sub, lol. i told him that i'm gunna have to save it for later, there's no way i'm gunna be able to finish it now. so i wrapped it up like a to go order, like at mcdonalds or something, and he laughed at me! i said 'i watched the way they do it' 'yeah, i guess they teach you a bunch of things there don't they.' so we get back out in his jeep, and i ask him 'do you have any gum?' 'yeah, one peice left' and he digs it out for me and hands it to me 'if there is two can you give me one.' 'yeah ... (i open it) there's only one left' 'alright.' so i got his last peice of gum, too. so we're driving home now, we're talkin' and stuff, we're coming from town, so like driving past the intermediate school, i told him to get in the other lane, the one where when the highway splits and goes into Hwy PP and 57, i told him to get into the lane and go on 57, at the last minute he switches back into Hwy PP and goes the extra few minutes, we were joking about going to mcdonalds, putting in a huge order and then at the last minute drive away, lol. and yeah ... he said that he would come by sometime and get something, i then told him that i don't work until wednesday! lol. today was an awesome day! ... oh, and when we were coming down my road i told him 'thank you for letting me tag along with you at church ... and for lunch ... oh, and for letting me have your last peice of gum' he said, 'your welcome ... no problem ... yeah, that was the last straw! you just took it too far!' lol ... oh, and when we were at the deli, lol, they were planning music on the radio, and when i got back from the bathroom, the song that was playing was 'i've got a crush on you' by: Frank Sinatra ... lol, i could see that it made him a little uncomfortable ... oh, and in church, we're just sitting there, and they're talking about the bible and then they go into talking about love and such, and then Alex and i just kinda look at each other, lol, he was looking up the versus in the bible, as soon as he found the passages he would point them out for me and then look at me and smile ... everytime! so yeah, that was my day! ... i'm done now.
Jun. 8th, 2006
02:04 pm - hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
so, school's finally out for the year! looking forward to summer! but even more forward to next year!
so last night i was wrapping kevin's (my step dad's)birthday presents. later on alex called me and asked what i was up to since he saw me last (which was after school because yesterday he gave me a ride home, i had my bari and my tenor to bring home, he had his alto, when we got out of the band room i'm carrying this huge bari, a little smaller tenor and he's just carrying this "dinky" little alto, he looked at my bari, then my tenor and then at his alto and he said 'this isn't right' and he handed me his alto and took my bari from me! he gave me a ride home and such and then when we got to my house, he climbed out and took my bari out of his jeep, he was gunna bring it to the front door, i went to my garage door and told him 'don't put it over there, i'm not goin' in that way' then he turned around and followed me into the garage. we stood there and finished up our conversation, my dog was barking like crazy! lol ... yeah) and i told him 'i was wrapping my step dad's birthday gifts' 'oh i see, what'd you get 'em?' 'well, i was technically wrapping the gifts from my mom and my brother, i didn't get him anything yet, i was planning on going tomorrow after school.' 'do you have a ride?' 'no, but-' 'i can give you one.' '...alright' not gunna argue with that! lol 'are you planning on eatting lunch at school tomorrow?' 'no, prolly not' 'alright, then maybe we can go out for lunch and then go shopping' 'sure ...' ... so today came, i knew he had 7:00 gym, but i guess he didn't need to be there today because he called me around 10:30ish, he was on my missed calls list, i called him back, got his voice mail, i left a message for him to call me when he got it, i started walking home, i got about 50 yards and he called, he asked where i was, i told him that i had started to walk home and that i'm on merrill, he said 'on merrill ...' 'yeah, did you wanna meet me in the front of school?' 'is that gunna be too far' 'no, i'm pretty close.' 'alright, i'm about 5 minutes away, so, i'll be there soon.' 'alright' then i turned around and walked back to the front of the school. he picked me up in front, when i climbed in he asked me where we were headed to, i told him it didn't really matter, he asked me if i was hungry, i said 'no, not really ... what about you?' 'no ... we can go shopping' 'alright' 'did you wanna head to the mall?' 'actually i was thinking the lighthouse' 'the lighthouse?' 'yeah, the look store.' 'oh, lighthouse books, okay.' so we went shopping at the lighthouse, it was alright, we kinda split off and went our own ways, when i had something picked out for kevin i looked for him, found him and then we went to the check-out. lol, alex was behind me, he was looking at something, he wasn't gunna buy anything, lol, and then check-out person was looking at him (like checking him out) while i was paying for kevin's gift, i thought that was funny. lol, then afterwards, when i'm done paying, i turn around to him, 'you ready to go?' and then we left together ... wonder what she was thinking. lol. when we were out of the store he told me 'i have some errons to run, did you wanna come with or did you want me to take you home?' 'i can go with you, i don't have to be home till 3:00.' 'alright' we got back into his jeep, we just sat there, still in park, and talked for a little while, when he turned on the car, he rolled down the windows, all except mine, he told me that i could roll it down if i wanted, he wasn't gunna make me. i told him that it didn't matter to me, i didn't care. then he said 'ya know what, i will make you' and he rolled down my window. lol. i told him again 'i don't care, it doesn't matter to me' then i looked at the window 'woow, hey, you rolled it back up!' 'yeah, that's where it was' 'yeah, but ... alright, whatever' then finally we drove over to the house, he had to pick up a sign. we were talking and havin' a good time. we never did get anything to eat though, lol, oh well. when we were at the lighthouse, we were by eachother for pretty much one point, lol, and that was when we were looking at some stuff, yeah, that was marriage! it had a bunch of religous type of wedding gifts, lol. yeah, it was pretty sweet! and yeah ... it's exciting!
May. 28th, 2006
05:16 pm
the song that describes "us" the best!
You're the One
By: the Carpenters
Every night, every day,
you're the one I always dream of. [self-explanitory]
Every line of your face is sketched so plain inside my heart. [true]
You've grown so deep inside of me.
You're everything I feel and see,
and you're the one, you're the one I love.
All my life, all my love,
I can feel when you're beside me. [true, i started talking to him twice in the hallway and i didn't even see that it was him til after i started talking to him!]
all that's right, all that's wrong
suddenly becomes so clear. [he has made it clear to me ... on a day-to-day level even ... i can't even begin to explain it, but he has made everything about the world/the society that we live in, clear!]
My heart has overtaken me
with feelings you awake in me, [that's true too, i didn't know that i could feel this way ... so much in love but yet at the sametime not wanting anything]
and you're the one,
you're the one I love.
Only you could move me enough to believe
in love one more time. [i guess that's true ... but except that would be on religous terms though, i was full heartedly not believing in God, talked to him a few times about God and boom, i completely believe and love him again, even stronger than i did before ... it's crazy]
All I need to know for tomorrow
is that you're mine,
mine for a lifetime.
If our friends all around
find it hard to understand us, [yes!!!!!!!! none of you guys understand "us" ... no one does, not even brit who says that she gets it! everyone says that we should just go out, NO! that's not what we want (well, kinda) but that's not ... ahhhhhhh! it's so tricky and complicated on so many different levels i couldn't begin to explain it ... seriously]
you and I understand
the other one so very well. [we do understand eachother, he's told me flat out 'it's so nice to finally talk to someone who understands what i'm saying and the way i think' ... i do understand it and it's weird because we can understand eachother so well on some things that we don't even have to say them because we already understand without having too!]
And that's what I've been looking for, [true, it's great talking to someone who understands you and you understand them! ... but if i do get confused on something, i'll ask and then he'll explain it more, he doesn't judge me, just like i don't judge him, and when i tell some of you guys about him, i can immediately tell when and that you're judging him, he's a really cool guy, just don't judge him!]
so I keep coming back for more, [that's why i keep calling him ... i think it's kinda funny though, he thinks he's gunna scare me away! ... he was worried that i wouldn't call him after talking about the bible for two hours and then after having to tell me that they guy was lying and to stop reading his stuff ... but i wasn't worried after i peed while i was on the phone with him ... he's more worried that he's gunna scare me off then i am about scaring him off ... anywho]
'cause you're the one,
you're the one I love.
You're the one,
you're the one I love. [and that too]
contentMay. 26th, 2006
05:16 pm - today
so ... today in biology we did absolutely nothing! that was a good way to start off the day! again, we didn't do anything yesterday either! lol ... and when i was leaving, i went down the stairs and alex was infront of me, i was like 'woow, hi' he turned around 'oh hey' i asked him why he was going this way (because i knew he had turner next which was still upstairs) he said he had to go to his locker, i was like, 'oh i see' so yeah, then we went off our separate ways ... so yeah, then i didn't see him again until the yearbook signing thinger today, that was alright, i got all of my closer friends' signatures and i didn't see him, so i knew exactly where he'd be! ... the library ... and i was right, i walked in and he was sitting over on an imac again, i walked up to him ... 'you would be in here when everyone else is outside signing yearbooks' he kinda laughed and i set my yearbook thinger and a marker down, 'yeah' he said as he signed his name ... he looked at it ... then he wrote 'have a good one' which is what he says to me everytime before we hang up the phone now, lol, so yeah, i was like sweet, i smiled as i read it and i walked away ... oh and he kinda joked about his signature to, or like how he signed it ... lol, not that funny, but in a weird way it still kinda was ... and yeah, after we got out four minutes early i went to the band room, not sure why, but oh well, i went there, walked into the band hallway, he was on the other side getting ready to walk out the door and leave and i yelled 'bye alex' right before he opened the door, he turned around and said bye then i waved, since he was looking and he waved back, then i went to my bari locker, held the lock in my hands, didn't unlock it and left, i had no reason to go to the band room, so then i left ... i went to the front of school, and started to walk home, since it was such a nice day out i didn't wanna spoil it by riding the bus! ... but then tamy ended up giving me a ride ... so yeah, oh well, i'll go for a walk later on today, it's so nice out! ... so yeah, that was pretty much my day, how was everyone elses?
happyMay. 18th, 2006
09:10 pm - hi everyone
so yeah, nothing new to really report here! ... ahh ... yeah ... well yesterday was the jazz band concert, don't remember if i talked about that on here or not ... it was alright, i guess ... the jazz band did alright, we've played better ... but jazz ensomble did really good! they just blew me away! lol yeah that too, lol ... but yeah ... jazz ensomble played the first song ... our first song was trumpets out front ... the trumpets did pretty good on that one! the solo's were alright, i didn't screw up too bad! lol ... ahh, then jazz ensomble played another song ... and then we played chimps on the loose, oh boy, i screwed up on that one! lol, i played one note wrong when it was just me, kinda, playing, and i jumped one of my major enterances on my soli with just the bass and the piano! oh boy! lol ... and then jazz ensomble played two songs, then we played madrid, did alright, only missed one enterance on there, lol, yeah, pretty bad though, i had a little unwritten solo because i played the part with the bass trombone, but he was out sick (adam), so yeah! lol ... and then we played bones tones, worst song of the night, no joke! lol ... i missed three enterances alone in that song! and then our drummer had a fill at one point in the song, the whole band was resting, and we came in a messure later ... yeah, because our drummer's fill got out of time, it screwed us up completely and half of the band missed it comlpetely! lol, it was kinda funny actually! ... and then yeah ... we played a few more songs and then it was over ... it wasn't too bad though ... oh, and before the concert, tuning ... grr, i hate tuning! lol ... they did the trombones first, then trumpets and then the saxophones ... our band director had the two bari's tune first (which is what i play), yeah, i was flat and he was sharp, oh boy did that sound bad! lol, horrible! like teeth grinding bad! lol ... and then the other bari player tuned all of his saxophones and then i had to tune mine ... took a while! lol, but yeah, it was interesting!
calm and contentMay. 16th, 2006
09:17 pm - hey everyone
so, last week wednesday hillary and meaghan said hi to alex in the hallway, he just looked at them and kept walking, they started obsessing over that and calling him 'really mean', i told them to get over it and to stop bugging me about it because i'm not gunna yell at him for doing that, for whatever reason he didn't wanna say hi back and i told him that he didn't have to if he didn't want to ... so i talked to him for like 5 mintues on friday when he got back from chicago, and then like 2 minutes on sunday, he was writing a paper, so i emailed him two religous based questions sunday night, yesterday i saw him in the hallway, i smiled and said hi to him like i usually do, he smiled and then quickly looked away and stopped smiling, like he caught himself doing something he told himself he wasn't going to do, or something. i was just like, 'alright, you seem a little pissed, not gunna bother calling you tonight,' and i didn't have to, he called me! : ) lol, he answered my two questions and then we talked about a few other things and we ended up talking for about an hour! : ) lol ... and yeah ... so i've been talking to a chick from west depere, she now lives in writghtstown though, she moved, and i've been updating her and stuff, just talking to her on pretty much a regular basis, updating eachother one eachother's lives ... and yeah, she thinks i should ask him out ... again ... what do you guys think? ... should i try it again, or should i just let this one play out? i don't wanna push it like i did last time, although we have really gotten to know eachother a LOT better ... but yeah, i don't know ... but it doesn't really sound like he's really looking ... grr ... anywho, yeah ... help ... oh, and as i was talking to her about yesterday, my favorite song that he plays came on (softly as the morning sunrise) ... and then tell him by celine dion, lol, i just find iorny everywhere!
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